So many thoughts, so little time
I finally re-added the blogger app to my phone. I wasn't going to, but the fact is, when I don't grab a pen and paper or my phone, at 1in the morning when God is speaking loudly to me, I forget by morning all he laid on my heart to say. Right now I am reading 2 books, and spiritually there are many moments it is physically hard to breathe as I slowly get through them. They are "Change Before You Have To" by Rob Ketterling and "Lioness Arising" by Lisa Bevere. I have many amazing sisters in Christ, and I miss many of the in-person connections that used to be regular. They will return soon, as I change my main character flaws through the many ways God is using to hound me for more. My biggest issue right now, is how defeated I had been in living and thinking, that caused a long fall. Getting back will be like climbing a treacherous mountain, and yet I only have me to blame. See who I was, was almost too prideful in how I approached life ferociously, but th...